iGoCrazy

2009-02-26T04:30:00.000+08:00

Love of yours, its sound tells me that you're concerned about me.
That hand of yours that touches my forhead during the days when I'm unwell.
Every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.
And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you.
That I am a stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.
Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream.
Stick our picture, which was torn apart, back together.
But will our paths meet again? Or that I should accept it?
Because every scene, every episode, they never fade away even though they had passed by however long ago.And every scene, every episode, that kept emphasising the thing that I became since losing you.

Tell me a little, just where there will be a door for me to revert to the nights and days,
that I had you; I'll take a good care of you, once again...
I am that stupid person, more so than anyone else, having had true love but was unable to take care of it.
Got to know it's value but then it's too late, broken-hearted, however much I thought of reverting the story, I'm able but only to dream.

2009-02-14T18:50:00.000+08:00

ke lian T_T today valentines & im bloody at home =.=@#$

2009-02-06T19:20:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY! IM SAYING THIS AGAIN!!
"TODAY IS A HAPPY DAY ^^V"!!!
i hate my sicko life man LOL! maple out of my life pls!
ruin my whole life -_-"

2009-01-25T17:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CNY! <3you

2009-01-22T10:52:00.002+08:00

i feel like being a super pig now
eat eat and eat.

i miss you girls x)

2009-01-22T10:52:00.001+08:00

i feel like being a super pig now
eat eat and eat.

i miss you girls x)

2009-01-21T08:08:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAH. 2009 rocks!

2009-01-10T06:56:00.003+08:00

lols can see? super cute~ im so MRS MAPLE O_o

2009-01-06T22:06:00.001+08:00

2009-01-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

I Feel Nothing Now~
fuck off dude

Piang*
2009-01-06T07:05:00.002+08:00
Both Parties Suffer~

Forgive
&
Forget

-如今我还在原地，你却走回你记忆..

爱我还是爱你你选择了自己

-沉默是我最后温柔..是因为我太爱你..

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落

-分开是一种解拖..让你好好的想过，我想要的哪片天空你是不是能够给我..

2009-01-01T04:53:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year~ Welcome 20O9~
Its a New Year ~ Another New Start yeah~
Less mapling starts~
More studying & working Starts~
Eat Lesser~
Lam0OOO me, bye all <3MAPLE F3

2008-12-19T16:17:00.000+08:00

Dam

2008-12-12T17:30:00.001+08:00

Aint the same anymore

2008-12-06T03:12:00.002+08:00

Yeah-_-~
working tmr,6pm!! this week im sure busyy like a beee!
im @ Mommy`s place~ sian eh =( so tired yet cant sleep, i wanna maple yet downloading super long can.. so fvck up~
going off later in th morning for a healthy morning swim @ club.
excercise more, An apple a day keeps the doctor away!
arghhhh! maplefreAAAAAAAAkooo rackerlyn, oright gonna rest now & lastly...
anyone have any idea?? how do i use pics from my documents to have it on my blogskin??Tiles.
update me soon ya.
<3mapleseaMAPLESEAmapleseaMaplesea
<3trioTrioTRIOtrio
baby

2008-12-04T15:54:00.002+08:00

=Falling Apart

yEsterday wento Town wiTH bud~ Had a greaT Fun.
met her @ lucky plaza,headed to Han`s Had High tea~
wento PartyWorld singing seesssiooon~
Our Voice were like so Kns can LOL,it have beeeen decades when i rlly did singing ;o
and buddy did smth so wise f3, she adjusted th echo tune, and its much more nicer when we sings f3.
its 10+pm we wento ate mac mAC MAC~ so noisy -.-"

Ive Not been to Work F3 .
Off to chalet tartar~

2008-12-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

chocolate rocks my world.

2008-11-20T06:57:00.002+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE
Sentosa Trip ahead~
Back t MapleSea Again New Job Its Out o.O!
working @ kitchen was fine, abit tough thts all.my hand become so rough can -.- even applying lotion on it i can feel man! -_-"
b back to Blog Soon =D

#<3buddy
#<3cher
#<3darling
#<3girlfriendS
#<3Maple F3~

2008-11-16T21:39:00.002+08:00

okay tmr its off day!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
finally so happy ! real happy, th toughest job i ever had man -.-" but i rlly do enjoy it ><
im suffering from headache-.- yet im still having japanese cuttlefish omg, so tasty can -.-
madness
tmr is mONDAY!MONDAYMONDAYMONDAY!!!! arghzxzxzx!
meeting mom & gFs out tmr~
gonna slp rlly well tonight x)
<3Gfs,Bud,<3Darling

2008-11-12T05:21:00.000+08:00

i love you baby!
LOVE

2008-11-10T16:27:00.000+08:00

你的回话凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散落了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
而你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了倦了我哭了.
離开时的不快乐.
你用卡片手写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着.
在这个时刻.
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽.
甜蜜散落了.

情绪莫名的拉扯.
我还爱你呐.
而你断断续续唱着歌.
假装没事了.

时间过了走了.
爱情面临选择.
你冷了却了我哭了.
離开时的不快乐.
你用卡片手写着.
有些爱只给到这真的痛了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得

你不等了.说好的.幸福呐
我错了.泪干了.放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.
要怎么停呢.

dam sad lah -.- love GFs,Love Darling

2008-11-06T11:49:00.001+08:00

im a idiot.i took things too easily..
i dunno what to do now.

sigh*
love jason

2008-10-31T15:39:00.003+08:00

tomorrow, starting another job at vivo, so nervous can!! -_-
i dont even know where the Pushcart-.- is located at, as usual pushcart girl~awful uhh.
no choice i need at least a sum of monthly income.
ive been tempted by doreen to wrk @ kitchen @ IMM -.- chef my wish Uknow.
doreen a dorreeeeennn! idiot x( see now i SAN XING LIANG YI alr lah >=O
but still im wrking @ vivo and try out, if sales came out like shyte, im gonna quit, not pulling th sales down,Responsible right LOLs.anyway im@ home now doing nothing.
As for monday outing with girls & frends~ so headache a!!so i`ll just turn up on monday and start wrking, cant wait to wrk in kitchen x)x)x)!!!
chatted with dodo @ msn and saw her display pic like so long alr, miss those days =x

SUPER CUTE RIGHT !!
okay.. maple again, girls gonna b saying me again..
and i cut banks again -.-"
it look so gong,NERD......so short. bye

2008-10-25T14:00:00.002+08:00

So pretty right? omgomgomgomg!!!
their song rocks my life manz, so awesome~ S.H.E
thanks doreen.

today is MY WONDERFUL offday! no needa stand stand & STAND already WOOOHOO~~
currently looking for job again, and job that can sit down & higher then 5Bucks/Hr..
Any Job to Intro, contact me F2 x)
Buddy & Lovely Cher working todAy~ im SO SO SO boring yet relaxing.HAHAHEHEHOHO

安静了 by S.H.E rocks~check this out man!!!

2008-10-24T22:09:00.007+08:00

Afterall, we 3 Rocks <3 Cher & Bud~
Been working nowadays shagGGGGGGGGG~Came by cause its my off day tmr~
Feel so weird using keyboard -.- As ive not been touching it for more then a month LOLS~
<3Maple F3F3F2F1F4F5F6F7F

2008-10-08T12:57:00.010+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 6teen Kailing <3 style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);">went to her chalet, and its fun =) some pictures will be uploaded when free @~@
Happy birthday to you.
happy birday to You.
happy birthay happy birday happy bIrthday to you Kaling~
Your Officially allowed to Watch Movies That Are NC16~

2008-10-01T07:24:00.002+08:00

happy Hari Raya Adilfitril !
today no school = no exam= can maple wahahaha!
woke up super early, 6.55am o.O" its just nice, maple double experience ard 1pm can book map ><"
okay maple siAAOOOOO~
ystd art paper was like CMI-_-
hopefully my big board helps me pass it manz, bye all

2008-09-28T21:10:00.003+08:00

F1 SO COOL MAN!!!!!!
OMG OMG OMG~!~!~!~! so maaaaaaaan LAH!!
jz reached home from town with my mom & sis bought a short , so finally? x)
watching F1 now,day dreaming, F1 drivers being my husband L[Ooooout]loud!
so fcuking cool can ANOT. =__=
tmr 8am~4pm exam~ Don play play hor, MAJOR EXAM.
jiayous meow~
BBbBbBbBbBbBbBbbBYE all~ im off to enjoy my show~

2008-08-23T01:34:00.003+08:00

Disappointing , things was All Messed Up!
Sweety, i don`t even know who am i suppose to refers this to. Its Hard Hebe->Doreen->Hebe->Doreen?
what am i suppose to do? Im lousy handling this kinda stuffs.Can anyone teach me How?
Do you know tht, i believes in you Most? Yet coming out this SUPRISE made me so shock.
I donno who will be looking at this, but i can tell you that, our friendship wont b like before, so close? probably i need kinda some time.. others can accept it. but im in th different shoe from them.
Try putting urself in my shoe, u`ll know.You told me tht why r u telling me all th truth.. reasonable, but seriously ... who knows?i`ll never know when will be the next second lie.i hate people who lie to me, you should know my dear.
you wont lost a frend. but its not like before.
=(

2008-08-22T11:25:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Bday Celeste!!!

i skip school today O.o~ was so bored =___=

few days back happen kinda some funny funny things. aftr sch (usual) went to sun plaza, then have our lunch & someONE came out with a idea of True n Dare zzzzzzzzzzzzz
diao -_-"

many many stupid things come out when wer all bored n sleepy~
dare hereNthere~
doing so much lame things! shan`t say any furthur .

jiayous for ur Nlvls MEOW!

2008-08-19T02:29:00.002+08:00

I didn't cry the day you moved away
I didn't think that I could feel this pain
Until I saw the stranger that was you
Whatever happened to our innocence
and the somethin' that you said about being friends
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

I need to wake up from this state of mind
the situation is the same kind
I gotta get your memory out of my head
would you catch me if I had to fall
would you even find the time for that at all
tell me how
help me say the words out loud

could it be
that nothings gonna change
time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
ooh ooh

cause time has taken back
everything I thought we had

Mary Jane..

could it be
nothings gonna change
cause time has got a way of taking back
everything you thought you had
can you see
the girl you used to be
the one I lost when I let go of you
oh whatever happened to
mary jane
ooh ooh
oh whatever happened to
ooh ooh
mary jane

2008-08-19T01:31:00.001+08:00

Smiles* cant sleep ;O
happy for someone?
=(

2008-08-17T16:17:00.002+08:00

ystd went to see The mummy xxxxx ~~~~~~~~
whats th full name of it, not sure.facing th comp for th whole day & went out late was like sooo tired.
i gave a rating of 3 star~ not that nice actually F3..
Slept thru out th whole morning, woke up now~ unlucky zzz, maple under Server Check till 8.30pm~ play shyte Zzzz~~
tomorrow will be school again. no prelims for tml class as per normal. BORING!!
F1F2F3F4F5F6F7!!!!!!
nthg to do! everyone else was studying for their prelims & im here using comp, updating stuffs.MSN-ing waiting for maple to DONE with their server check. keep on server check, does`nt seems to make any changes, hacker still happily hacking, we maplers continue to be laggers Zzz!
AWW! im so hungry zzzzz. thats all BYE

2008-08-14T22:41:00.003+08:00

its so tiring this week, prelims, common test.. did not manage to get enough rest. was so exhausted.
Tired, really tired.
and, would you gimme a break, stop all these nonsense.. does me feeling awful makes you feel better?
if thts th case why don u just pee on th floor~ an reflect urself dude.
not really in my mood today. put so much effort in those papers, hopefully .. results will come out nice. not expecting much but at least..
just now maple sweetys, maple buddies and so on.... were all so cute! and i smile =D
____________________________________________________________________

The Click Five:Mary Jane
a song tht kinda suits my mood? idk~
____________________________________________________________________

got some screenshots jz now during maple. will post it soon. probably next post.
lets pray hard for my upcoming Nlvl will b a PIECE OF CAKE MAN!!

I ROCKS~

2008-08-11T13:03:00.000+08:00

hows new blogskin? O.o idk why nowadays i strat to fall in love with those CUTE CUte little little things
LOL.

2008-07-13T18:33:00.002+08:00

Ystd went to sentosa with girls, kinda fun.
its A BIG Line-ing UP COMPETITION yesterday , i guessed..
after sentosa went off to have our dinner @ Ljs~Yum o_o~!
we went to th "balcony?" & slack for awhile, was kinda zzz so emo lol~..~
Was super duper high at first.. yet zzz dno what happen to me also =.=
I HATE THE FUCKING FEELING !!!!!!!!!!!
last but not least im happy for sweetie!<3
Maple.

2008-07-06T17:43:00.001+08:00

N level come ler~..~
im still mapling all the way.. =.=
i`ll come blog soon if something intresting happen

2008-06-19T07:10:00.002+08:00

school gonna start really soon...bored...
nth to blog lurh, been staying @ home this few days & BORED ...........
Fat alr ......................

2008-06-08T01:29:00.002+08:00

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who’s there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn’t know
If you didn’t notice you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
Im gon’ be OK

Chorus
Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

I couldn’t turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming don’t wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that’s the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn’t notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
Im gon’ be OK

Chorus

Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you
Yes I will

Chorus x 2

nice song.

tml going to my relative`s wedding, bet shes smiling when shes asleep too, LOLZ!

congrats!

holiday is bored,

wake up either watch dvd /maple/lunia follow by eat & sleep..

this holiday is so so so so boring. meaningless life i have =.=

& my computer is crazy =( cant download maple after th stupid patch & now playing new game ^

but those @ cash in maple tht i`ve bought, is sucha waste =.=

oright,school is gonna re-open around 1x more days? LOLZ.

before i got my clock permenantly twisted. i better make it right.if not ill be going off to school feeling awake & ended up lying on th classrooms`s table snoring all th way~~~

im kinda satisfite my new blog skin & i find it real cute & intresting huh? =D

bye guys!

2008-06-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

I Dno Why Im thinking about all this =(
slowly,smoothly..I`ll Leave.
Locking Myself @ Home watching MyDateWithAVampire. intresting uh.
DUHzZ =.="
Probably, I Don Belong There........................................
"We Live To Create Memories"<~Nice Phrase auh? I Dno why im feeling so down. so paranoid.Going Crazy.
Probably Im Too Bored =(
Hope so......

2008-05-29T20:50:00.002+08:00

went swimming tdy, my blister hurts =(
fun =)
ate kfc after that, & im fatter ..FATTER! going to be lyke Norbit F4F4!
I Must Stop All My tidbits & stuffs F3, its putting me much MORE WEIGHT!!!
omgomgomgogmgomg~~~~~
maplestory idiot, my comp got bug =( going to explode anytime ...
kk, tml probably going back school for art =)

*Take me away
**A secret place
***A sweet escape
****Take me away
*****Take me away
******To better days
*******Take me away

2008-05-29T01:38:00.003+08:00

yesterday went out with NIU f3, (kai`s cousin) spend whole day celebrationg her birthday in advanced LOLS!, we went to maarina square ate out 3 meals LOL, soulGarden that its like superduper full !!!
went to jalan2 around, wen to toysR`us & i miss my childhood =) saw alot of elmo spongebob & barbie dolls! so cute !!$%& F5F5F5!!
saw a uncle crazy de O.O, his hair was like using whole bottle of gel, to gel it. so shiny n oily looking =.=~ he was playing with puppets on his hand & following th rythm of the nursery song lols~ i was laughing like mad, & he look dirty also =x
& went to esplanade slack awhile ~ & stupid friend of mine PUT ME AEROPLANE! i will let u die next time muhahahahahhaa =x
lepak awhile then i feel sticky, niu pei me home & we went to my hse nearby slack awhile chatteddddd alll th way & she cabbed home, we really excercise alot by walking ALOT! & eated alot too~ F3, im fat FAT FAT!! =(

*Buddy, The Previous Blog, Dont Take it too seriously, im jz typing what im Feeling~ O_O
**Sweet i MISS YOU !!! >.< Got Twins de freinds Don want me le Hor~! f3 & F4F4F4!
***Niu, delp accoutn next time thn cr8 with you, now bootes & aquila can kill me lol, no time train also F3 psei :x

2008-05-26T13:20:00.002+08:00

i missed prelim oral,was not informed..tho got some few miss call from Friends, but blame me for me not hearing it rings LOL~
I Love Sleeping~ JiaXin Asked Me Go Get A Mc, But Dont You Think Its Too Late? -.-
LMAO,paranoid sial.........If Really Go Get A Medical Certificate, What Illness Can i Say Sia..zzz
Put YourSelf In My Shoe,What Im Thinking Now,Whats My Mood Now, Its Indescribable..
NO MOOD!

2008-05-24T12:44:00.002+08:00

YOYO! Im back & You Guys Know What?The Camp Sucks -.-
But My GirlFriends Rocks!!!!!!
took many cute , funny, idiotic,retards, entertaining videos.
go visit Kaies blogs & taras~ im tired

2008-05-23T12:07:00.004+08:00

squueeeezed in alr, & thers tagggys around, pls. lols! im late for camp yet still here blogging, LOLS!
its hardly to be seened ,tagbox... so, type carefully lols! don spam ah! loves u guys tons!

2008-05-23T02:43:00.002+08:00

read my past post, feel like so call of ginna ahlians=.= , those typical types & find it so disgusting!!
LOLS! i cant sleep, my sister is playing with a passer-by cat & its dirty lols, she claims that its cute, but i hate cats..
& my new blogskin , how was it? can? nice? aww, no tagbox was BORING! i know. lol!soon lah, readers b patience & tagboard will b squeezed in ASAP.
& Kat Sayang ^, We Exchange want? >.< My Clip & Your Crumpler Bag =)
LOLS!! It Will NeVER hAPPEN LOL!
i want faster 8Teen!!!! Bike license~~~wooooooooooHOOOOOO! faster graduate from this sickening school ! so far! so lousy! so out! =.=
graduate from the sickening school & im back to myself!=D
I cant wait to leave that school! stop seeing those ignorant teachers F3. & i know i`ll SURE MISS MY SECONDARY life. But Im Cherishing it Now! =) So, Thers Nothing BIG to Be Regretting bout! ;0
Anyway, i spend 2 hours @ changing this blogskins & finding it. it kills! tomorrow camping ! and must be a dam fking bored, i don even know how to describe it! >=O
I Don wish to go , ut girlfriends are going... so.....GO lor F3!
=x, carrying those sleeping bags & art materials must be heavy & yet stupid jon don want help me with it -.- what a "GOOD" person is he =.=".............
this 2 day 1 night camp ~ i will miss maple & sweety (hebe) For Sure =))
So, Anything or miss me? Just Message Me yea? Im Always Free! =O
hoho!
BYE ALL^^ DON MISS ME TOO MUCH =X

2008-05-22T14:38:00.002+08:00

i apologised for the loss of tagboard! :(i`ll find ways to squeeeeeze a tagboard in again =x
rewind back & heard this song(currently playing~)its....nice & missed school today again .
tomorrow will be skipping school again * wthell-.- school is going to conduct a art camp tml -.-!
COMPULSORY somore =.=! i dont feel like going & im gonna maple now!

2008-05-19T02:20:00.003+08:00

SomeOne, Is Really Testing My patience.
SomeOne Is Really Pissing Me Off!
I Swear I`ll Never Let It Happen Again!
& Thanks For The Mentos , chunleng =)
went to amk hub today, with kl,drick,cleng, ate peeeeepppperLUNCCCHHH!. was.. Still Fine.
was Bloated Like Hell -.-
Nice Day But, SomeOne Spoilt My WonderFul Day.(You`ve Change, I Dint Know What Went Wrong In You.)

2008-05-16T20:05:00.002+08:00

Maybe Somehow,Somewhere,Sometime You`ll Get Back To Him~
Sweety, Don Runaway From Things. Face The Reality Probably It Will Lead You To Better Place.
You`re Always Trapped In A Circle, A Never Ending Thought..It Bring You Nowhere.
Get Out Of It, Find Him! & Get Everything Right. You`re Always Thinking That you`re Silly, But You`re Not.Its Natural..Remember What I`ve Told You?
tho Months Just Pass, But Before Its Too late, Get On The Right Path..
Alright, Im Not A Good "Counsellor" But, Really lah..
& I Really Hate The Life Im Having Now, Leading Me Nowhere .. ouh... Jz So MeaningLess
I`ve Nothing To Blog.

& do you know that you sucks?spoiling my day.Sucha Pain

You Leads The Way.

2008-05-14T17:52:00.004+08:00

Sometimes I Cried So Hard Form Pleading & Everything Just Happened .
Grandpa Rest In Peace. We All Love You.
As Times Pass By, Days Of Living In This World Got Lesser & Lesser, Must Cherish Every Moment Living In This World.
Dint Managed To Sleep From Yesterday 10am till now ~ (6.05pm) 1 Day just Passed.
Was Really Sad & He Will always Be Missed. Every Year Of Chinese New Year, He`ll Be Right There Singing & Being So Cute! Now, Theres No More. Every Onced, The Picture Of You Singing To Us,My Tear Will Be Rolling Around My Eyes.
Its A Unforgettable Moment. This Week Dint Catch Enough Sleep. My MYExamination, I Skip 4~5 Papers (Not Subject).I Dno What To Do Now. Im Feeling Extremely Down Now.

2008-05-12T12:27:00.002+08:00

after movie straight to K o.o!
watched speedRACER ~ it was like , woots~ nice ~.~
3/5 lar =.=
& this week will b busying with stuffs.missed 2 paper & was rather relieved, maybe its hard for me then.
tdy mathematics paper 2, was NOT A CHICKEN FEET MAN!
its tough. can crash me o.o''
do a few question tht i knew, & slept throughout the whole 1hour? z.z
SuperDUPER tired!!
Only pray hrd can pass all~(NOT FOR MATHS)
wednesday having art paper, not going.
Dint Join girls to partyworld & hope u guys enjoy =x

LAST BUT NOT LEAST ~ I LOVE TRANSFORMER

2008-05-08T12:16:00.001+08:00

Only If, Dreams Can Be REAL!!!

tdy nvr went to sch. missed exam.No Mood Now!@#$%^&*

....

2008-05-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

dreamt of me & girlfriends went smuggling drugs & stuffs~ woke up with my tear on face-.-
scary sial~
ystd went to cine with him & saw renata & co.
weird sial~ someone is so proud -.- F3
cant stand it .(& i jz ignore IT)
lepak all th way after pastamania untill 12++ & cabbed home~ anyway im happy ystd~~
rushing lyk hell ystd & im late (if u happen to see this lahh)
& BIG THANKS TO YOU FOR killing my boredom
okay, my english sarks~~~
& i love transfomer~

2008-05-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

whats wrong with me recently -.-
this coming wednesday maths paper =.=, its like DIE DIE DIE!! >:(
SURE BLANK PAPER HANDED BACK TO TEACHER AGAIN-.-
recently, alot rubbish twisting around at my mind, making me so confused =.=
im jz blogging out what im feeling now & so, will have abit NO LINK when im talking over here -.-
my life is really messy! =.=
& anyway im looking for job~DECENTjobs~ =.=
friends who happens to see this, intro me some kkays??
thinking of being in school tml & ITS ONLY MONDAY! makes me so bored, although TRANSFORMER will be there, But...SUPER FEELING DOWN LAH! w/o any reasons =,=
Im not rlly feeling nice..MAPLE NO LIFE
i`ve not slept for th 1 whole day =.= & tdy went to town with mom & sis! its quite fun but im super duper sleepy!~
we went for tea at nearby cafe & i ordered latte, YET NOW I CANT SLEEP!@#$%^&*(

2008-05-04T06:23:00.002+08:00

Sweet , i Trust u Lar~ & if u see this pls kindly tag idiot~ everytime peep n run! idiot!!!
eileen u also hor!@#$%^&* ALL NO MANNERS F3~
hohohoho, hes making me flying & floating in th air ~.~
Fri, saw him @ sch dam happy lar~ but dnt managed to talk to him for long. its like"harlow" & went off with no "tartas"=.=
rushed out of office & ure gone wthell, im wondering whether r u using flying to go out? =.=
english paper rlly stressssssing me lyk hell & my ahnd aches like hell, i`ve nvr stress my hand for so long , holding on a pen tightly writing CONTINUOUSLY! CAN DIE =.=
later around 4-6 plus going out with sis & mom~ kinda excited & im blogging now CAUSE SOMEONE SAY MY BLOG IS SO BORING!@#$%^&*(
HOHO~-.-
i`ve nth to blog actually jz to fill the space all up!
& i`ve smthing to let u figure look below , it form a sentence , figure it out & u`ll get a GREAT REWARD,tag or msg me to tell me th right ans=.=

~mawwplwwe rqqqowwwssschhhkuuusss meeefffy laaaisssfzzzlooolooolllooole~

got it?muahhaha~ u must have a sharp eye~.~

2008-04-30T20:40:00.000+08:00

THIS TAGBOARD IS BACK ONCED AGAIN ~~
MAKE IT ACTIVE =)
loves T.R.A.N.S.F.O.R.M.E.R.S-

2008-04-29T18:46:00.001+08:00

friends~~~~Miss My TagBoard AH?! ahahahahhaha~!~!~!
ok, will put up soon~ =)
LEON MISS ME AH buhahahhahaha~~~
i love TRANSFORMERS!
my beloved girlfriends~ muahh!

2008-04-10T16:01:00.002+08:00

PATCH AGAIN~ angry lah~~~!!!!!!
maple always got patch untill i tio bug, zz. & now im too boring waiting for it, to install everything again, i re-install EVERYTHING~~!!!!!
darn,school was fine today, homework pile-ing up!! ALOT lar!
ronald keep on "pumpkin spear !!"zzzz,
& today CLD lesson was quite enjoyable=) tts all, & nafa test suckx

StupidPatch=,="

2008-04-08T10:21:00.002+08:00

maple is havin a new patch now(new map,new mobs, job & more~), happy happy & at the same time ngry ,Zzz
so damn long. it`ll took me for a hour? Rotting lah!~ today skip school Again, im too tired =,="
alot of homework undone~ how i wish maple is 1 of my task . Argh!! i want to finish my N`s quickly* BY THE TIME stress OFF!* i`ll be chionging my maple chracterS all the way F3~~
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bye.

2008-04-06T10:39:00.002+08:00

3 more post to cover the post bout you Zzz.
im dam tired lar~despite i`ve slp for 1 whole night..maybe is ystd play till too crazy..
swimming was indeed fun w/o you, ass.. =DD, buddy was so.. zzz
& i was there keep nagging at her LMAO. ystd when we were @ tsunami swimming pool, we saw a indian kid. he seems to be enjoying & yet i dint bother to look at him , yet untill buddy told me that he has this THICK MUCAS dangling from his nose to his mouth yet hes still laughin all the way,he swept off the mucas into the pool & swim away ..i was so "gross" by him and i began to imagined the mucas swimming with us in the pool OMfg~ Zzzzz!
After swimming went off to the nearby coffee shop to have our meals,i ate -muifan- & jiaxinw as regretting ,a s she was eating her friedrice haha!(wah lao, i should have ate yours ,zzz) after eating we went home. WITH SUCH A Long trip =,="
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bye.

2008-04-05T14:03:00.002+08:00

is too late to apologized.
finally back together as 1 =)
but, i bear grudges .

my msn can`t in, going crazy zzz...buddy, don frowned, im still here.
im dam angry now lah~~ stupid you, stop acting innocent asshole.making me jealous?
nah, idiot, u fails eveytime. probably u r lousy. u`r not updated. he`s my pASTzzz.
dummy ass.
&& im going off to swimming with my buddy ^^hope it will be a god day w/o u this bitch tagging along.

MOTHERFUCKER! SHOO!

2008-04-04T11:55:00.001+08:00

spending all my days & energy on M.A.P.L.E

happen to see this, pm me =)
ign:Jjini(aquila world)

2008-03-26T16:31:00.002+08:00

I Cant Make It Through The Rain.I Cant Stand Up Once Again, Own My Own & I Know That Im Strong Enough To Meant. (have you wonder? my love..)
i`ll just take my hats off you anymore.

2008-03-19T21:30:00.001+08:00

HAIKAL, lols, i miss u okay

2008-03-15T18:38:00.000+08:00

closing down blog soon.~ or probably leaving it to rotttttttttt

Rest In Peace My Friend :'(

2008-02-14T22:31:00.002+08:00

the news was really shocking. i did not expect it.
i was totally blank to find that its true.
imma sad.

2008-02-13T20:21:00.001+08:00

my school is getting even more sucky.
i don`t feel like studying anymore.
its no longer that happy. i no longer felt the warmth in us.. o.o
argh! i hate it.
imma sorry if im wrong.

2008-02-08T23:16:00.000+08:00

went to bai nian today, nowadays i`ve been eating alot.
i`m not happy. its really disappointing.
oh, whatever shite.
chinese new year was fun, ystd went watch CJ7 movie, with sistaaaaaaa!
it was a nice show, touching ? o.o
funny 0.0?
its was nice xD!
okay its chinese new year , but i felt nothing here. just laughter enjoying?
stressed up lar, homeworks ! i`ve tons!
i`m trying to study hard, aunt.
sigh....
whad am i suppose to do?
my sista, is in bad mood, so am i. she affected me ..
i dno why still~
i shall feed myself till i explode!!
i can`t stop eating .

allow me to dump everything!!!!!!!!!!
oh gosh, i`m very troubled now.

2008-02-01T07:55:00.000+08:00

what th fcuk have i done wrong?
are`nt you Guilty at all?
Oh, watever shite! if you guys wanna be like this for the time being, go ahead.
what am i suppose to say right.

so, even my closest says that.
even, the want i share secrets upon with says that
even the want i spend years with says that.

so am i a big joke ?

2008-01-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

i don feel like studying anymore, art is making me crazy.
Can i...
i`ve tons of homeworks need to be complete. is like, i need years to complete those worsheets & art work!

& is N levels, really that hard? hopefully not.
i`ve been at home over the weekends again.I HATE MATHS!
my head will BuRsT Once i start to think about MaThS!
tartar, night!

didyoueverthoughtofme?mylove~

2008-01-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

i`m back here again, i`m currently studyiing like A bookworm. nothing is important now, only my Friends.
nah, without guys i won`t die! & everything is gonna be alright.
i just watch finished, "Liu Xin Hua Yuen #01", lol, i`m too bored to go out, so was staying at home at th whole weekends including monday & tuesday.
Self-declared again. i`m used to it ah!
& i wanted to Pass with flying colours for my N`s & got promote to O`s!
art subject is really stressing me to hard. i cannot take it anymore!!
my art teacher today gone crazy, scolding here & there, Nagging here & there.
my head is gonna Burst anytime!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This year is TOTALLY DIFFERENT from last year!

today , i Never sleep at class & was good too :)
after that me, fiona & jx, went to sakae have our meals, is was yummy, bus cost me a bomb -_-!
alright,finally got my sketch book for art & it was expensive, 4 dollaarrrrr for a slimmmmm book.
alright, if i were to pay large amount to pass my O`s & N`s , i`m willing.
i gonna catch my 7pm channel 8 show, tartar!

& happy birthday Hwee Ling

long dong birthday coming!!!!

2008-01-03T22:19:00.001+08:00

2008! wuuulLALlala!

a new year, a new me :D!
celebrated, christmas countdown & bali hse, drink with sister & co.
celebrate new year countdown @ gallery hotel with sister & co. again!
its was fun ah!!!!!

this new countdownS, were so relaxing & fun! no longer squeezy & sweaty!
this coming saturday will be helping out my aunt @ her shop , after saturday, SUNDAY, i`ll be working & working.(its e same, bishan , (push-cart).
tml its the 3rd day of school, okay. i`m not used to it again. i never rest well & never REST ENOUGH!

i`ve not enought sleep yet, went to school listening teacher craps around. i love my english teacher, she show whole class our bright result for english in future! :)

YOU GUYS WILL BE VERY CHOCK IF I TELL YOU GUYS THIS;
my combined humanities teacher, Mr. the moment we whole class step into the class. he start TALKING to ants ._.
he exclaimed he had a very soft voice, & he kip on saying he is a very good teacher, yet right before the sentence he said just now, he just smack a chair towards the ground. whole class was like "who`s that freak , so DARING!" , when we did not have the time to relized it he add on with "Class i did not like to do this." and i start asking that will he hit us all. he said"he don`t wished to."
what a SCARY TEACHER I HAVE!!

1st & 2nd day of school i`m very late. tml i shan`t be late, i`ve got reprimanded by form teacher.

ending with ;
i`m a good student!

2007-12-29T07:42:00.001+08:00

Lunia have been part of my life.
studying will soon be part of my life too.
but what does not belong in my life is ciggs.
it makes me feel so unhealthy,bud i just can`t block that temptation away-

-

i`m tired now, wanto sleeep, but hair still haven dry yet.
whole body is breaking down.
i swear i can sleep within half a sec, when i lie down on bed.
tml, dying hair black & preparing to go back to school be good girl.
tml wanna buy a S & K bag, that cost 35 Bucks :\-
its not cheap either, i`ve a bag. i love it. but i love th S & K bag more.

-

recently watched "I AM LEGEND"
1 word to decribe = EXTRAODINARY !!=
--
have been staying at home for almost 1 week, because of lunia.
ther`re lots of great ,friendly peeps inside.
Ther`re also unfriendly peeps inside,just hackare.

recently just knew a friend in lunia (online game), he is from india. he is damn friendly & gooooooDDD! he kept hlpin mi out with my level-ing and stages & boss of every stages.
he knew everything lol.
"alright, just say it that i`m a newbie."
probably in future, i`ll know more then him do :D!

O0PS!
END HERE, TIREED LIKE FCUK LIKE THAT!

2007-12-28T18:01:00.001+08:00

DEEP & MEANINGLESS-

2007-12-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

WORK WORK WORK!

-B.O.R.I.N.G- ._.

2007-12-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

i`ve been locking mysef @ home. do why. probably is too boring & too lazy.
once i step out of my house door i`ll spend my money non-stop. so i shall stay at home and relax/rest.
today,feel like going out, bud don wished to go too far lol. shite! wthEll I`m feeling kind of bored already lol.
ystd ordered mac & had supper with Fer, is delicious, bud..."I`M ON DIET!" & cannot control bodohs, the temptation so strong!!
&& before i end this post, allow me to share this great lyrics, & song is @ my friendster profile:D!

One Republic Ft. Timbaland - Apologize lyrics

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new
I loved you with a fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

Bridge (guitar/piano)

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
It's too late to apologize, yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

2007-12-19T15:34:00.000+08:00

i now pronounced-
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TO : .............................. FERRINE -(JIE2)!!

today is th 19th December, & its ferr`s birthday. she havern got th thing she wanted .
she`s now with mommy having meals & celebrations & i just woke up.
she `ll soon received a mystery item from me LOLS!
my this crazy sister . hope her "Thing" faster over:D!

today i think i`m not going out again. its th 3rd day i`ve been staying at home.
i`m not rotting anymore, cause i find stAying at home is really relaxing.
&& oh gosh!! I`M getting fatter, hell lohs!
tidbits & foods ,MORE FOODS, have been stuffed into my mouth.
i cannot take it lohs, my gastric seems to be even biGGer than before!!
lastly , what keeps bothering me is, what shall it be her Birthday gIfT?
A SHITE FOR HER LAH,(i know you will read this! ass.)

bye readers & ferrine.

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO FERRINE,
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

&& stop drinking like idiot then come back home ^

-much loves; |Meow|

2007-12-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

i`m b0ring, i`m rotting. i`m hungry, i feel very unhealthy nowadays.
i wanting go sentosa relax .
how i wished i could trow my cigg away & changed it to mentol light. fark lol. i`m spending money too much.i wanto live in an healthy way lohs!
...
i`m B.R.O.K.E now! oh godd~
i can`t believed i spend th whole day watching KIDS CENTRAL! & eating cereals, i`m behaving like a lill child LOLS!
should be awaiting this tuesday! going sentosa enJOY!
weeeeeets!
i keep on browsing trough inter. findng intresting pics && i got some, so `im sharing! ^^
______________________________________________________________________

After, browsing trough eveything, i found out i began to loVe colourful COLOURS!
i LOVE
-BEING b.r.i.g.h.t in outfits
-bringing COLOURFUL BAGS & PURSE & STUFFS
&& i`m now having a red hp. lols!

I AM CRAZZZZEEE!

2007-12-17T15:05:00.001+08:00

Got this pic @ Amk hub:D!
ystd went to amk hub with hazel & kaie, && last min something crop up & hazel left and headed to yishun lol.
yesterday i kept on eating non-st0p. oh god~ helped mi, i wanto be slim lol!
CHRISTMAS IS COMING !! :D!
is my favourite occasion lohs! :)))))))))
wonder, how m i gonna celebrate then....
hmmmmmm...i`m hngry now, but i need to control my diet.
if not, i`ll be as fat as a piG lohs.
&& i`m going to end it here :D!!!!!

SANTA CLAUS IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!!!

2007-12-16T16:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i met hazel @ town frm my hse, and guess what? when i was otw out, it atarted downpour heavily. like shite lar th weather. && i met her @ control station, when reached there , there were not even 1 cm for us to walk lohs, so we 2 decide to go novena aquare and shop. bud its boring oki.
when the rain stop we ehaded to orchard again lol. it is still very packed, bud things we all wanted are ALL @ wisMa Atria . we walk & walk untill our leg is breaking into pieces . finally i started my 1 proper meal around 10 pm plus plus @ th food junction at wisma.
I ate the hokkien mee, i was delicious, i ate th $6 want, haha. i`ve such a big gastric lol,after eating what i feel immediately is."I FEEL LIKE VOMITING"!
but heng never loh. veri veri tired after shopping around !
& when i was otw home, kaie called , asking to go sp to slacked, she`s been neglect loh! she`s sad i know, but i could`nt do anything but console & encourage her & making her happy loh, i went down , Furong & Chia wai came along abit later & we start chatting & headed to block after awhile Furong headed to dragonFlyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~. yesterday night i was tired till my soul is wandering in th air. kaie & co, just can`t stop making mi laugh loh!
&& when we`re going back sp they force mi running 2.4KM- by chasing mi, ,lol FUCK! i turn into jelly & sat down on th pathway. they were all laughing all th way , & yongsheng very ke lian bodohs! WHAT TH HELL LOLS! smelling inhaler will make nose hole B.I.G! EXCLAIMED by kaiE.

2007-12-15T12:56:00.000+08:00

back to blogging, lost everything, everything gone, i lost my previous hp(W850i), bud thanks god, i still have a stable job in hand, && i bought (E65,red) .it sucks.
today crazy sales for all shopping center, this few months happeneds lots and lots of things that are cannot be explained.
i havern got money frm my dad to buy books lol.
i`m gonna ucked up on my studies for next year, NO MORE PLAYING LOL!
this time i`m serious lol.
Friends, all are drifting apart. lols, dno why also.
gonna end here. i`m hungry.
-end-

2007-10-25T20:24:00.000+08:00

i want my line to be re-connect lol!
&& i can`t tolerate ani longer.
it`s so hard without a handphone, so insecure lo. & i`ve missed lots of opportunities & stuffs.
so i`ve finally, thought of buying a starhub pre-paid card to survive for th time being.
so friends :D! you girls & guys can contact mi soon ! :DDDDD
yeaHhHhHhHHhXZxZXZxzX!!!!
today i mised motor cycle lesson & i went to hairstyling lesson, as there is more fun & relax.
i find everything so irratating. i`m so per cher now lol!
although i`ve promoted. but i don`t even know what am i worrying & fearing.
BOTH WERE SO DISTANCE FROM MI. I`M SO SAD LOLSS!!!

i miss you:D!
do drink lotsa water, soccer sweats (:
-end with pics(me & ling <3)-

les-biansss LOLS!

peek-a-booooo!!!!!!

2007-10-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

I`M SOOO SOO SOOO SOOO HAPPY LOL!
went back home by train with muads && before that after school celeste ,me & hazel went to 334 to have our lunch. i was all th way kay siao-ing LOL!
oki oki~ i nid to cntrl myself :P!!
some one is so cute LOL!! i`ll be looking out for this saturday LOLS!!!! :D!
today got result (report book!), & my english & chinese teacher helped mi by allowing mi pass my both subject if not i shall repeat my secondary 3, THANKS TEACHERS :"D!!
&& i`m so relievvvveeeeddddd~ i`m gonna go for training this Friday auhs! so excited LoL!!
&& I`M CUTTING DOWN ON NICOTENE SOON :D!

Congrats Me , Myself & I!
wuuullllaaalllallllllla!~~~

miss you :D!

2007-10-23T22:26:00.001+08:00

today i shall go straight to th point i`m tired :D!

went to town with goh chun leng & jiaxin -Buddy:D.
they meet mi at lucky plaza and we all headed to far-east plaza to shop around..
on th way to far east saw yong huat & co. so -.-!
i`m A dao-ster i never looked back after saw them and just continue walking to far east- we reached there chunleng & jz wanting to eat Long John Silver & they keep on tempting mi to eat so i ate & they`ve spoilt my diet time-table ..T.T
after eating they went on smoking && GOH CHUN LENG did th same thing. I wanting to quit smoking & he smoke infront of me & stuffs !! what th HELL!
after eveything i went to shop around looking for short pants & i end up buying cardigants & jiaxin bought 1 too (:
as they have promotions! && after that was about to head to mrt to bugis, saw a art gallery tht was no people in it (is in a air-conditioned room) , so we decide to have a looked inside.
we lepak for half an hour , && there`s a chocolate wrapper inside the room, i saw it i kick away , as its blocking my way. && chunleng got frustrated as he wanting to walked around to bugis liaos.
so we decided to leave th room , th moment we steeped out of th room the security stopped us ?!
&& start saying chunleng for trowing th wrapper& watsoever, i got furious & started to talk to him & everything came out to be an misunderstanding.
th security is just disgracing himself. he did not even saw we trowing it yet insisting accusing us trowing the chocolate wrapper is like "WHAT TH FUCK IS THIS FCUKING SECURITY DOIN!"
after everything the person in-charged came down & they apologized to us.

we took some pictures in th place :D hope readers ,you, enjoy it :D!!

the largest slipper ever seened in art gallery LOL!

taken when we`re all bored in there blowing the Cold ColD cOlD wINd~

we`re all crazy!

took some pic to kills boredom!

gonna end it with this picture!

-bye2 readers! :D-
<3................today>
<3..............................i>
<3.......................................i>

2007-10-23T12:21:00.001+08:00

lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol lol!!! = LAUGH OUT LOUDS! I AM GOING TOWN NOWNOWNOWNOW!! i`m gonna shop around && buy stuffs :D! i`m gonna spend all my savings in 1 shot!
now waiting for Buddy to call me & i shall go out lol! hope it will be a fine Day :D!
loved!

& i love Jon always
&& hiM always.
-BUT i love evryone.FOREVER-

2007-10-23T10:56:00.001+08:00

i miss school today!!!
"weeeee-w000-weets!!" i just woke up not long && i`ll be staying at home again!!
i`m so so so so so so so so so happy happy happy happy happy happy happy that i`ve got a job job job job job job job job job!! at least i`m able to earn some daily allowance for myself & the feeling is so GREAT! i just love th life i`m having now. no worries for my examination results anymore as i`ll be getting report book tmr.
having a peaceful & lovely life now just suits mi. nothing to be mad about ; nothing to be confused anymore ; nothing to worry anymore (i`m lying lol!) .

okays, firstly i`m gonna quit smoking & saved up as also meanwhile i quit for th sake of my health. errm, maybe not totally quit but just lessen (:D!
&& secondly, i`m gonna eat lesser & LESSER! i`m going to loss weight fast! i can`t bear to see myself so fat! it will make mi go crazy~
i`m beginning to be good :D!!

LALALALALALALALA!
bYe2!

2007-10-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

i`ve got a job & starting on this cming sunday :D!!!!!!
&& ITS GREAT!!!!!GREAT!!!!!GREAT!!!!!!!!

2007-10-22T17:19:00.000+08:00

i`m doing great today i saved up money & i`m starting to take th first step on saving money !
& IS TO EAT LESS!
now, what i`m worry is my results, although today no studies still bud courses. it still worrying mi to hell ):
today courses, the instructor, keep on calling my name asif i & him is "BEST FRIEND" was like "diao~! what happen =.="
&& i was selected by him to take part in th presentation for the repairing course for Mrs Raja & Mrs. Chang. LOLS!!! (seriously i did not hear what he said eventually i pass my theory stuffs! :D! )
I felt proud(:, but fixing bikes{motorbike} makes mi dizzy those petrols smells & the thickness going through my hand, was like "OH MY GOSH ! GROSS! eee."
but i`ll do well this friday (:
thats all for today, today i`ve changed a new rystal casing for my precious handphone & was blaq & white :) COOL auhs?!?!

alright stopping here! tar2!!

2007-10-21T17:34:00.000+08:00

oki2! today i`ve stayed at home for th whole day & kip on eating, i`ve weigh myself && i nearly faint lur ):
&& now i`m still eating & blogging. i`ve blog amny times today. i tink i`m crazy. i`ve bought myself tons of tidbits, but i took 2 best tidbits pics oni, cause they`re best!!!
hee. tartar! goin bishan meet my lovely mom & eat with her dinner with jie2 too ..........<3

i was eating "MR.DIppY " when bloggin :D

2007-10-21T12:37:00.001+08:00

i don wanna love you & replay everything again, i`m confused. i duno what to do, shall i allow it or should i not? maybe i should step back & rest for a moment. so for th 5 weeks time, allow mi to follow th flows.
i`m scared it occurs again. i don want it, i`m afraid. i`ve not had th courage to accept th fact tht u`ve told mi earlier on , the last word you`ve said before we i hanged th phone.
The word stop my mind, shall i feel happy or shall i treat it as nothing happend?
alright,

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-FOLLOWS THE FLOWS!!!!~
- Let Things Occurs On Its Own

2007-10-21T00:20:00.000+08:00

went to bishan with Kailing, shop around & we both bought a leg band! && it represent me & her sister always (:
&& I love her, forgotten to take photos =.=.
after tht, was actualli decide to go home, but something crop mi up! i sudden thought of him & he actualli tml is going to Austrailia! ):
WOOOOOW!!
i`m gonna miss him lotsa!
& regards from mi to you : TAKe good care of yourself & i`ll be th one by your side(: take care friend:D!

REMEMBER TO CALL ME WHEN YOU REACHED SINGAPORE:D!
bon-voyage~

& iloveyou!

2007-10-20T13:36:00.001+08:00

ystd, earli in th morning, went to school for HairStyling course. other student did not need to go to school & those who choose this course need to go -.-
was tired yawns *
th rest of my friends did not attend their FashionDesign course, as they can "suke-suke go/don go"!...
was quite fun cause it was th last day woohoos!!!! ooO!!
took some picture & was veri happi that i`ve got back my precious handphone!
took some pictures before th class ends, here are some desigh that i`ve got. i have no creativity i KNOW! bud i put quite a number of effort, tying & clipping it up hor!(:
enjoy!

back view of my design

front view of my design.

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alright! yesterday night! went to eleena`s birthday BBQ! was fun hee, how sweet of collin, opening Bbq & taking care of her (:!
was glad (:
Eleena, was enjoying herself,can see, & there was veri veri heat!
can`t tolerate lol!
and something made mi headached is my besties >:(
they followed evrything i do.i was so per cher lol! budden they are so cheerful man! loves!
&& we all took pictures when th cake is out!!
it happens to be an ice-cream cake man! yummy!!!
took some pics of th ice-cream cakes and some ang-kong kias on it , collin & his girlfriend (:.

last bud not least!
HAPPI BIRTHDAY ELEENA!
last long with you love one :D

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2007-10-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

I MISS MY HANDPHONE ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ~
LOLS!
GRRRRRR.......!!!!!!!!!!!
hai! i wanto work!!! i`m lack of money!!
i did not turn up for school today, tml i shall be going lur. i missed fun at school today, i missed my hairstyling lesson today=.=
ystd hairstyling was damn fun lor! cutting fake head`s hair, it stink but. will be used to it. was quite fun! i enjoys it (:
i`m gonna go school tml & get back my - precious PHONE - .
not going out today, i`m tired. i`m sleepy. && i WANTO REST AT HOME!!
gonna saved up for this weekend to shooooppppp!!!!!!
i dare not call & asked shop for vacancy , so paiseh lor!
uncountable peeps & frend asked mi to worked fast food =.=
i would rather fried myself than worked there, less pay yet so tiring. =.=
I WANT MY HANDPHONE! && i`ll sure get it back by tml!
just rang up hazel , & no one appear to go school today :P !
celeste , fiona kailing rest at home too. OMGs! buddy & co.s went to arab strreeeeetttt for their courses, & hazel was all along, err, HAZEL: i`ll be going tomollow ! must go oki2? cannot don go!

teehee; thats all, tar2!!

sharing some funni picture with u peepes outhere (:
mi & kailing, geeting crazy while smoking :P
"ACTUALLY MUST EDIT, BUT WE`RE LAZY =.="

&& BYE.

2007-10-16T21:08:00.001+08:00

Guys-
i simply hate it when they confess feelings to girls, entertain them & wat so ever, && after a time being, girls `ll be ignore by them, this is what i call barstard! wthell lo!
i felt so disappointed. why can`t they be as good as GOOD GIRLS! why can`t they be slightly better?
OMGs! (jue wang le!)
i simply HATE IT!

My Studies-
my exam results are out, but not th final one, i feel like killing myself, NO MORE PARIS NO MORE bIG FEAST!~! i want to be clever lol! i felt tht i`m not "th ingredients for studying ):"
i feel like giving up on studies, but it will spoilt my future T.T `
i donnno what should i do now! having a so "GOOD" result , will bring mi no where ):
veri disappointing to see my results, i`ve dropped , my studies use to be not bad. now like KNS!
what m i going to do? hai! from tall to short, its so obvious! should i retain or drop? omgs! is stressing mi out. i can`t take it any longer ANYMORE~!!!! i hate th feeling

LifeStyle`
i`m going to worked after this week , i need to worked i need money! i have to self-declare again!! i rather earned some saving for myself & helped out paying my own bills & will lessen my dad burden. he`ll be so much happi. & i`ll be happi too (:
seriuosly i hate seeing my family, having a bitter ,black face. it turns mi OFF imediately!!
i don want any unhappiness and grudges amongst my friends & families.
i hate it..

lastly again : I WANT TO BE A MILLIONAIRE & ALL NONSENSE && UNLUCKY THINGS STOP OCCURING CANS? hai! ):

2007-10-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

i don even give a fcuking concern of you animore, things comes & go . so i have to learn of picking up & letting go.=.=
lets` be friends still (: no other more.
i just love the way i`m living now. i`m happy with it, VERY HAPPY.
you`r only JuzAGuy, & it will not effect th rest of my life . ther`re trucks of guys outside , not onli u.
InFact, maybe we shan`t know each other in th firz place right?it makes both of us hard.

today, i went to yishun, ate swenses with hazel & celeste, was a "quite satisfite meal" . but the GST & SERVICE CHARGE, is making my jaws to th ground lol!! $8.00 plus2. =.=
oki! i`m broke already !!
I NEED TO HAVE A JOB FAST!! i`ll die without money. without money, it will unable mi to shop around, pamper myself & it will put mi to sleepy mode every single day (nicotene).
SO THIS SHOWS HOW IMPORTANT MONEY IS TO ME (:
how good if i`m a millionaire.
i just wished i am one. spending money like opening tap water.
""Alright!! , i`m starting to build castle in th air again & AGAIN! lols! && i shalls top everything, now! "

**I MISS MY HANDPHONE & I hate u.**

2007-10-13T21:38:00.000+08:00

just came back from orchard & bugis~ today so per cher & tired && i also duno why,
celeste, hazel & linda. sorry if fcuking attitude is given, i realli duno what`s going on inside mi T.T
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went walk walk with them & hazel bought bunch of things LOLS! she`s happy lol!!
went orchard, bought nth...then went bugis walk2 finished, then go eat long john with linda, while eating hazel & celeste continue walking, after eating. i was about to buy a nice nice watch lol.! && WHAT TH HELL?!?! out of stock , oni left with display . so suay! then went over find th rest && headed to bugis junction play Rf5~ & headed home
(:

2007-10-12T09:06:00.000+08:00

i woke up very very early today!!!
INCREDIBLE!! bud i`m still tired . i`m nt going out today :D
staying at home BIG TIME!!!
now its only 9.14am, yet i`m starting to feel bored staying at home. LOLS?
so boring LOR! keep on eating-.- somore!!
i can`t even tolerate myself HAHS.

2007-10-11T17:00:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! exams over! time to Enjoy!!!!
but i`m afraid of my result! alright now my "self-declare Holiday" starts! so i`ll be sleeping at home this few weeks & re-CHARGE my energy,i`ll be staying at home relax, not going out & wasting my precious energy already:D
&& i`m looking for jobs (:
OKI2, I`M NOT IN NEED OF MONEY! BUT I FEEL LIKE MAKING MYSELF BUSY & MEANWHILE, EARN MONEY BUT NOT SPEND MONEY (:
clever ritez? i spend time wisely (:
i`m damn fcuking tired now, so, tar tar~

2007-10-09T18:17:00.001+08:00

what th hell lohz! today`s paper was very hard, && i have no time for my art sei! i`m dying lar~!!
what th hell. hey! i`ll fuck care u lah hor! stop all those cocks that are coming out from your mouth lar. pushing evyrthing to nasir? IT DOES NOT WORKS OUT LAR.
&& whatever, i`ll just fcuk care you lar, idiot ass hole! i`ll hack care you when sees you alr! very fun izzit? can say that "Heng(pheeww~), my handphone got confiscate at the RIGHT TIME LAH hor, idiot bloody assho."
i veri disappointed lor IDIOT!! & please stop appearing infront of me already lah!

i`m hungry now. GRRRRRR~what a fcuk up day!
i guessed i`m sick ):

2007-10-05T16:53:00.001+08:00

yst went to sunplaza saw HIM lol! hahas! he is still like prviously! SHYY!
lol! i just felt tht he`s cute lol!
went to canberra park met nasae & him lol!
&& after that went back sunplaza continue study awhile then go homeeeeyyyyy~!
today exam was greatly difficult siol!
i`m dying lar! he`s having th last paper on th monday & he`ll not be coming to school anymore! WHAT TH HELL!
veri disappointed lor! neverminds, just don run away ^^
idiot form teacher i have. did not wanting to return mi my phone. it simply pisses mi off to AUSTRALIA!

i`m gonna bucked up for my studies! & friday is an day for relax (said fiona<3)

oki2! i`ll be going vivo soon! tartar!
& MARS CHOCOLATE BAR! I MISS YOU! HAHA!
your shyness , makes mi fell for you (: